End of a journey, beginning of another ….
The word ‘numb’ can be used to describe an array of feelings. Numb is the word that I shall use to describe what I am feeling right now. It’s like I am on drugs. ‘Bewildered’ is another word that can also be used. It’s like I’m this animal who have just been taken out of his wild habitat and placed in a zoo. For 4 years, 1461 days, 35064 hours, 2103840 minutes and 126230400 of the best moments of my life, my Engineering College and my friends were the only elements that whole world revolved around. And suddenly they seize to exist! Within a matter of days, all of us have been robbed of our togetherness. Memories, lots of sweet, cherishable and proud memories are the only ‘remains of the day’. The vans that one day brought us to this college are today taking us away from here, this time for ever.
Never knew that my pals love me so much though. Man, will I miss them! It is getting increasingly difficult to keep a check on my emotions as each day someone is turning up with red eyes and biding adieu. Will this bonding among us remain this strong in future, too? Only time knows the answer. As of know, the only thing that I know is that I feel numb. I don’t know how to react; I don’t know how to live a life without my college, without my friends. It will take some time for me to accept the inevitability of the fact. Till then, I shall continue to feel numb.
2 Comments:
Hi Shaan!
I think your blog is great! Thanks for visiting mine. I'll be answering your questions in a blog post within the next few days. I'll let you know when it's up.
And on the subject of blog posts - it's so true that the end of College is the beginning of something new and wonderful. It may feel sad and scary - like you are stepping into the void (I remember it felt like that for me), but you have all the wonderful adventures of the rest of your life before you. Sieze the day!
Thanx a ton for those kind words.
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